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17 November 2008 @ 01:57 pm
 
Katekyo Hitman Reborn!
Soul Eater
Tales of (Symphonia, The Abyss, Vesperia, Phantasia)
Misc. Icons (Chobits, DN Angel, Final Fantasy x-2, Fruits Basket, Junjou Romantica, Kingdom Hearts, Loveless, Mermaid Melody, Sailor Moon, Sakura Card Captors, Shinshi Doumei Cross, Tales of Hearts, Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann, Time Stranger Kyoko, Vampire Knight)
Total: 162 Icons!

Preview:


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17 November 2008 @ 02:14 am
 
25 | Code Geass CC, Lelouch, Kallen
09 | Code Geass fanart CC, CC/Lelouch, Suzaku/Lelouch
07 | Final Fantasy X/X-2 Rikku, Yuna, Tidus
04 | Final Fantasy XII Fran, Ashe
08 | Firefly River
22 | Kingdom Hearts II Namine, Sora, Riku, Kairi, Roxas, Axel
04 | stock
11 | misc. Loveless, Avatar, Narnia, Fruits Basket

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( fake cut to the icons! )
 
 
16 November 2008 @ 08:50 pm
J-rock.  
I have a new favourite J-rock band. They're called Sadie, and they fucking KICK ASS.

They remind me a lot of Obscure-era Dir en Grey. The vocalist can scream like a MOTHERFUCKER. The music is nice, fast, and angry. Basically everything I love in a J-rock band. I've also noticed that their album art is very bleak and ominous. Also something that I'm a fan of.

Greg pointed me in the direction of the site that I just linked you all to. It's very useful, by the by, if you're fiending for J-rock. There's a full, downloadable discography for basically every single band that you're looking for in that music scene, including visual kei. I asked him for it because, once again, I'm in the process of revamping my iPod. So that's why I'm spamming you guys with music-related posts at the moment. :)

We really do have opposite tastes when it comes to J-rock 0.o He likes the softer stuff, like Ayabie and Abington Boys School while I fiend for the growling and the shrieking into mics...

E-I just made this Luna icon. I'm thinking I ought to have pushed the text over a bit farther...
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Current Mood: busy
Current Music: sadie-confusion
 
 
16 November 2008 @ 01:02 pm
It's finally happened....  
It begins.

Doctor Who (Assorted)

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ONWARD! XD
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Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: the cure-fascination street
 
 
15 November 2008 @ 10:25 pm
 
One night, Greg was driving me home very late. It was pouring. The wind was tearing through the trees and making them talk. It was stormy and the air was full of black magic. I was coming out of a drunk and laying in his lap, my head cocked upwards to gaze out the windshield. The rain was coing down...and down...and down. The glass couldn't clear away fast enough.

We were listening to this song, and it felt like...it felt like we were going there. Doomed to an eternity of living among the dead.

I was scared and I didn't quite know why. This song always makes me feel kind of afraid, in that sense. I was afraid to get out of the car, and I remember that my apartment felt haunted that night, just me and the cats, all alone in the middle of apocalypse.

I think that a friend of mine said it was about Hell. I've read that it's about drug addiction, but my personal interpretation will always be that the hotel is some kind of purgatory, or eternal fire. Whether it be literal, or just among men and women.

I don't know.

It's my journal. I know I ramble a lot about pointless bullshit, but it's your choice to stay friends with me, guys. :P

Hotel California...what do YOU think?
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Current Mood: content
Current Music: the eagles-hotel california
 
 
15 November 2008 @ 08:00 pm
*drifting*  

"The Moon, she hangs like a cruel portrait
soft winds whisper the bidding of trees
as this tragedy starts with a shattered glass heart
and the Midnightmare trampling of dreams
But on, no tears please
Fear and pain may accompany Death
But it is desire that shepherds it's certainty
as We shall see..."

She was divinity's creature
That kissed in cold mirrors
A Queen of Snos
Far beyond compare
Lips attuned to symmetry
Sought Her everywhere
Dark liqoured eyes
An Arabian nightmare...

She shone on watercolours
Of my pondlife as pearl
Until those who couldn't have Her
Cut Her free of this World

That fateful Eve when...
The trees stank of sunset and camphor
Their lanterns chased phantoms and threw
An imquisitive glance, like the shadows they cast
On my love picking rue by the light of the moon

Putting reason to flight
Or to death as their way
They crept through woods mesmerized
By the taffeta Ley
Of Her hips that held sway
Over all they surveyed
Save a mist on the rise
(A deadly blessing to hide)
Her ghost in the fog

They raped left...
(Five men of God)
...Her ghost in the fog

Dawn discovered Her there
Beneath the Cedar's stare
Silk dress torn, Her raven hair
Flown to gown Her beauty bared
Was starred with frost, I knew Her lost
I wept 'til tears crept back to prayer

She'd sworn Me vows in fragrant blood
"Never to part
Lest jealous Heaven stole our hearts"

Then this I screamed:
"Come back to Me
I was born in love with thee
So why should fate stand inbetween?"

And as I drowned Her gentle curves
With dreams unsaid and final words
I espied a gleam trodden to earth
The Church bell tower key...

The village mourned her by the by
For She'd been a witch
their Men had longed to try
And I broke under Christ seeking guilty signs
My tortured soul on ice

A Queen of snow
Far beyond compare
Lips attuned to symmetry
Sought Her everywhere
Trappistine eyes
An Arabian nightmare...

She was Ersulie possessed
Of a milky white skin
My porcelain Yin
A graceful Angel of Sin

And so for Her...
The breeze stank of sunset and camphor
My lantern chased Her phantom and blew
Their Chapel ablaze and all locked in to a pain
Best reserved for judgement that their bible construed...

Putting reason to flight
Or to flame unashamed
I swept form cries
Mesmerized
By the taffeta Ley
Or Her hips that held sway
Over all those at bay
Save a mist on the rise
A final blessing to hide
Her ghost in the fog

And I embraced
Where lovers rot...
Her ghost in the fog

Her ghost in the fog


That song is so immeasurably beautiful that I can't even begin to express how in love with it I am. I'm addicted to it. It's just so...it's wonderful. She was murdered by priests because her beauty was so great that it instilled thoughts of violence in supposedly pious men. So her grief-stricken husband chased her ghost to the chapel, locked them in, and burned it down.

there's that mix of tragedy and romance that I'm obsessed with again.

Anyways, I deleted all my music off of my ipod, somehow. Not pleased. Oh well, I guess I'll just build a brand new playlist. No biggie.
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Current Mood: mellow
Current Music: cradle of filth-her ghost in the fog
 
 
16 November 2008 @ 12:01 am
KH Icons [x11]  
"Everyone" is doing it, and I've found that it's contagious. ;) Mostly fanart and concept art icons.

Please credit if taking. Comments not necessary, but always appreciated. ;)

Teaser:



Go see them icons! )

 
 
Current Mood: anxious
 
 
15 November 2008 @ 03:25 pm
Open your heart, I'm coming Home!  
So. The doll is on its way home. Mom like, "This is will your only gift, kay? D:" to which I'm spazzing because I'm getting another doll. <33 Who cares if that's the only thing? She does. All guilty I won't have much because it's gonna be a "limited christmas." *rolls eyes* Doll's much so better than trinkets.

So, Head, Eyes, Pants and shoes.

Who am I building? I have no idea (lie). xD I saw the eyes and pretty much had too (or at least try). They're almost flipping perfect for Pink (a bit more blue-green but who cares! Red & Green! *w*). Plus, I still have his wig from last time. It's on my desk back home. <33 I'm having the body dropped off to me tomorrow so I can customize it bit before Mom takes it away from me. >3 Pink Pink Pink Pink Pink. He just needs his hoodie and headphones now, and lip ring and cigarettes. Mustn't forget those. O:

Eyes & Shoes I brought and rest (plus a body) was Mom. Thank you! <3
 
 
Current Mood: surprised
Current Music: PINK FLOYD D:
 
 
15 November 2008 @ 01:02 pm
 
» 32 Kairi icons
» 14 Repliku icons
» 12 Xion icons
» 11 Namine icons
» 1 Sora/Riku icon
» 1 Sora/Kairi icon
» 3 Sora icons
» 3 Roxas icons
» 1 Enchanted icon

Teasers:



( you will surely shatter )
 
 
15 November 2008 @ 10:54 am
Urk?  
I don't remember much about last night, including making those two posts. I apologize to my FL at large for those drunken misadventures. Christian informed me this morning that I ought not to be allowed phones or computers when I'm hammered like that. Oh, Gods. How embarrassing.

Anyways, I just watched [info]zhalin's Doctor Who FMVs again, so methinks I'm gonna spend the day watching episodes, 'cos I'm a geeky loser like that. Anyone on my FL have any reccomendations for episodes that I'd like? *pokes the FL at large*

I have a job interview at one, but that should only last a half hour or so...I hope. x.x
 
 
Current Mood: hung over
Current Music: nada
 
 
14 November 2008 @ 10:26 pm
kingdom hearts icons [x22]  
blood+ [x12]
saya/haji; x8
saya/solomon; x4


eureka seven [x14]
anemone; x8
dominic; x2
anemone/dominic; x4


final fantasy [x11]
ashe; x11

fullmetal alchemist [x9]
edward; x2
riza; x7


kingdom hearts [x22]
namine; x12
roxas; x3
marluxia; x1
marluxia/namine; x1
axel; x2
riku; x1
sora; x1
namine/kairi; x1


one piece [x18]
nami; x17
nami/zoro; x1


tokyo mew mew [x9]
ichigo; x5
minto; x4


teasers;


should've been all worked out.

x-posted.
 
 
Current Mood: hyper
Current Music: don't think i don't think about it | darius rucker
 
 
14 November 2008 @ 07:26 pm
 
[34] Kingdom Hearts
[23] Final Fantasy VII
[24] Honey and Clover

Teasers:


More HERE @ my journal
 
 
14 November 2008 @ 02:17 pm
Stolen from [info]anarchicq  
Don't really want to talk about the Facebook drama (and there's lots, at the moment, dear God.)

So here's a meme from QQ

If you happen to be working on some creative writing project, fanfiction or NaNoWriMo or what have you, post exactly one sentence from each of your current work(s) in progress in your journal. It should probably be your favourite or most intriguing sentence so far, but what you choose is entirely your discretion. Mention the title (and genre) if you like, but don't mention anything else -- this is merely to whet the general appetite for your forthcoming work(s).

Title: Invitation
Genre: Horror

The pale woman's progress as she entered the restaurant was languid and full of purpose. She prowled Amy thought, transfixed. She prowled like an animal. A goose inexplicably walked over her grave at the thought.

Lara was bustling behind the counter, not really busy, just looking it. She poured coffee with trembling hands, and her doe's eyes bugged to nearly comical proportions as the pale woman took a seat before her, steepling her long, thin fingers on the bar. She smiled, and it was not a nice smile, it was a smile that made Amy uncomfortable, even from her distance. Still, she watched.

"Hi, there," Lara said brightly, but the cheerfulness in her tone didn't quite match her eyes. Amy saw that very clearly.

"Good morning," said the pale woman, still smiling that awful, humorless smile. Her voice was like oil, dark and liquid at the same time.

"How about some coffee?" Lara chirped, already turning around to fetch it, regardless of the strange customer's preference. She was scared, Amy realized, almost immediately. It wasn't just herself feeling...feeling...

Well, funny.

"I think not," said the pale woman. "I think I'll just...sit. The sign on the door reads that breakfast cannot be ordered past eleven o'clock. Ten minutes from now, I see."

"Yup," said Lara. "I'm all done. Going home soon!"

The pale woman laughed, and it was a dry, hollow sound, one without a bit of mirth in it.

"I wish," she said, and Amy felt really funny, felt sick and disoriented, the same way she felt when she saw the black swans that morning.

"I wish I had a home."

***

I'm not there yet. That's not the actual snippet. The only bit of that transaction that I have planned is the pale woman saying "I wish I had a home", as it's imperative to the plot. Which I don't want to reveal just yet. Yeah. But after that is when I mold Lara into my own Lisa Garland, haw haw haw.

My dad said the computer was broken. Um, no it wasn't, the battery was dead. *sigh* wow.
 
 
Current Mood: apathetic
Current Music: madonna-skin (I FOUND IT OH MY GOD YAY)
 
 
13 November 2008 @ 11:14 am
buckling down  
I'm all set for college. The test is on the 24th, and my high school is gonna mail out the transcript as soon as I'm ready to register.

I have a lot to study for, especially math, but I'm excited.

Set an appointment to get Minera. A, hem, "accident" occured on Monday, and I spent the better part of Tuesday in the hospital with Greg, trying to get emergency contraceptive. Turns out we just had to go to CVS and get it over the counter, which pissed me off because I had to deal with snooty doctors looking down their noses at me and saying shit like "You just don't WANT to be pregnant" and finally, "This is a CATHOLIC hospital, miss, and we're just NOT COMFORTABLE-"

Yeah, whatever lady, fuck you and the horse you rode in on.

I've been calling temp agencies, 'cos I idolize [info]klytaemnestra and want to be a spiffy office chick like her (kidding, kidding <33!) so I'm trying to get a REAL JOB.

Been practicing what I'm gonna sing for the Little Women audition, as I want to try for a lead role. xD What's the worst that can happen? I won't get it? :S

I have health insurance.

My life is turning around. ^_^
 
 
Current Mood: excited
 
 
12 November 2008 @ 10:12 pm
mmhm..  
Ahh...life. My computer's busted and the new WoW expansion is released in less than 2 hours.
Writing this from my psp by the way. Nice uh..workout for my thumbs I suppose? As if DDR hadn't done that already >.>

Definitely obsessed with DW now. Outrageous price for DVD. Sucks being financially challenged.

Hm. I'm just so bored...unmotivated, undependable, irresponsible.
Sometimes I think its best to..rot.
I believe my self esteem just hit the floor.

Btw..Kids are here. They just cant hold it for 1 night.
 
 
Current Location: our pad
Current Mood: suddenly depressed
Current Music: Tonks breathing and THINGS I SHOULDNT BE HEARING
 
 
12 November 2008 @ 02:52 pm
Well, then.  
I'm really quite sick of wallowing in the rancid cesspool that my life has become, SO, I made a decision today. I made it when I was about a quarter of the way through Dreamcatcher and realized that I had a fair chance of success in life, unlike the four protagonists of that gory novel. I decided that I was going to finish writing Invitation, and what's more I was going to get it published. That image of the white house in Maine, with the swingset and the stretch of woods behind it? Greg and I, happily married, living our days out merrily behind a white-picket fence? Damn it, that's going to happen. Because I'm going to make it happen.

Ashe is going back to school.

Yup. Placement test first on the twenty-fourth of November. Maybe I'll land an honours class in English or something, if I try. And registration's on my birthday! that would be a great present indeed...new life beginning on the first of december.

Greg was, well, GREGARIOUSLY happy for me, moreso than I thought he'd be. Maybe because he won't have to, ya know, tell the dragon his mum to lay off me anymore, hell, if I actually make something of my life she won't have much to bitch about.
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Current Mood: chipper
 
 
12 November 2008 @ 01:09 pm
Meh  
stolen from yelena )
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Current Location: library
Current Mood: busy
 
 
10 November 2008 @ 01:59 pm
 
You know, I want very, very badly to audition for Little Women next week. Being involved with something theatrical again would be good for me right now.

However, according to Facebook, Olya may be auditioning as well. I don't have any problems with her anymore, we've resolved the confrontation that we got into over the summer. However, it irritates me that she was sniffing around my boyfriend and then, when I confronted her about it, said that she wasn't "interested" in guys in relationships, and tried to make me feel overly jealous by suggesting I "trust" him a bit more.

Any man is going to be tempted by a high-school aged, pretty blonde girl, for one.

Two, she knew what she was doing, by telling Tony that she "liked" Greg, when Tony had been trying to find him a new girlfriend. That whole incident in the summer, you know...with my supposedly being fat. (Yeah, okay, I'm totally obese, it's why I was accepted into like four fetish modelling sites *rolls eyes* Not JUST suicide girls.) It's common knowledge that Tony wants me out of Greg's life.

So basically, I don't appreciate some little jailbait girl trying to sabotage what I have with my boyfriend. Sorry. Just don't. I mean, I have a lot of respect for her. She's obviously a very intelligent, well-grounded young lady who has a lot going for her in life. However, I do not, do NOT like the situation she was involved in, with Tony's attempts at matchmaking. I won't ever know how much she knew about that, but I don't like it, not one bit.

In essence, if I see her at the audition, worse, if she becomes part of the production (I think I'm well enough in [info]sas26 and [info]__simplywicked's clique to fairly assume that I'll be SOME part of the production :P) I'm probably going to have a mental breakdown. I mean, I wouldn't do anything to harm her of course, it would just be emotionally draining.

I'm a drama queen, by the way. Think it has to do with my being a Saggitarius who was born on the first of the month.
 
 
Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: reading Dolores Claibourne for the millionth time
 
 
09 November 2008 @ 02:14 pm
kingdom hearts icons [x16]  
dogs: bullets & carnage [x25]
noki; x2
nill; x5
luki; x3
luki/nill/noki; x1
naoto; x2
heine; x2
heine/naoto; x2
magato; x1
giovanni; x3
badou; x4


final fantasy [x22]
gippal; x1
yuna; x6
tidus; x4
tidus/yuna; x4
lulu; x1
vaan; x1
penelo; x1
balthier; x1
fran; x1
balthier/fran; x2


fullmetal alchemist [x10]
riza; x2
pride; x3
hohenheim; x2
greed; x3


kingdom hearts [x16]
marluxia; x1
namine; x2
larxene/namine; x1
larxene; x8
larxene/axel; x4 (nsfw)


teasers;


mama put me on a greyhound.

x-posted everywhere.
 
 
Current Mood: excited
Current Music: honkytonk u | toby keith
 
 
08 November 2008 @ 01:35 pm
^____^  

Your result for Which Ministry of Magic Job are you best suited for? test...

Auror


Department of Magical Law Enforcement


Purpose: Policing and justice services for wizarding Britain



YOU ARE: The Auror



It is highly likely that you were a Gryffindor or a Ravenclaw in school. Your ability to lead and your high morals for justice, physical and mental stamina make this a job which you will excel. You are a great follower in the sense of abiding by the laws and upraising them, you are also very capable as a leader as well. In situations that would send someone running or to shut down in panic you are decisive and quick thinking, moving through the battlefield with such ease and agility it is presumed by many that you’ve had this job in several past lives. You began in the Magical Law Enforcement Patrol/Squad and were very quickly promoted to Hit Wizard and then to Auror where you set new standards in the department and have accomplished more than even you imagined.



While you enjoy leadership you have no current plans for heading the department and nor do you exactly ever want to be the Minister, as you chose to concentrate your efforts in the specific of your job.



HOME LIFE:


You are young and married with children. Although you try not to bring your work home that is impossible at times, and you can be quite moody toward your husband and wife, but they understand. You’re best suited for a husband or wife that stays home with the children and takes care of the house and is a peacekeeper and who understands that you’ve been at work all day catching Dark Wizards as well as Pedophiles and that you’re stressed. You are incredibly devoted to your spouse, children and friends. And even though you may miss a Quidditch match or two because of your commitments at work, they know that you love them. You are incredibly supportive and encouraging to your children and those close to your heart. Although aggressive at work sexually you prefer your partner or spouse to take the lead and love making love as well as sometimes have angry fuck sessions. You are also an incredibly appreciative person, a kind word or gesture has been going to bring you to tears, but on the battlefield you are a force to be dealt with. You hold your relationship with your partner or spouse with the higher regard and it is likely that they are one of the most important people in yourself.



WAND: Kingwood 16 inches- Kingwood is aptly named - a rich and regal exotic rosewood, it is treasured for its strength and protective properties. This wood is an excellent healing wood, closely tied with willpower, it would also be excellent for luck, magic or divination. Also for curses, this is not a wood for novices or the untrustworthy. As an Auror you are constantly on the go and your most faithful companion is indeed your pocket wand. Whereas a regular wand can be bothersome to carry around everywhere, a pocket wand comfortably fit into your pocket.



Pocket wand: 6 1/2 Black Walnut- Black Walnut is known for its protective nature which makes it perfect for security against the dark arts.



CORE VALUES: Justice, family, righteousness.



SONG: Hexagram, The Deftones



I think it’s sweet of you, and you know that I’m proud.

Take Which Ministry of Magic Job are you best suited for? test at HelloQuizzy



Yay, I'm happy with this result ^_^
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Current Mood: content
Current Music: talking to jane about the rainforest cafe
 
 
 
 

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